nisnis poenya….

i never thought i could be that mean…..

i cheated my best’ trust………..

i lose half of my soul…..
i hate myself….

i  hate the way i was so weak…
i hate the way i couldn’t protect myself…..
i hate the way my friend broke my trust……
i hate the way the evil worked between us….

but, i really hate the way i broke my best trust……

i’m feeling afraid inside….
i’m feeling empty….
i’m worrying about the next day…..

gosh…
this accident has thrown me to my lowest point again….

i need all my best…
but this accident separated me from them…..

i’m getting phobia with that thing….again.
i’m getting phobia with a dark square room….. again.

i try so hard to throw that memories away……

i’m blaming myself…
………..and the evils in and around me………

i’m losing half of my soul……

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